slipping

I feel as though I’m slipping.

I’m not sure why.

I’ve been delighted and I’ve been inspired, and then i was furious.

I’ve been eyeing up the possibility of finding out if there are secret quandaries, and out of no pressure of my own I didn’t. It’s not as though i decided this was an invasion of privacy or /too much/, but rather I simply couldn’t because there are too many people around.

This is the second time I’ve had this impasse recently, and I really don’t know if I’ll actually act on it, let alone manage it, again.

I’m not even dealing with anxiety or depressions that I can attempt to pin-point, I just feel down in a distant sense that won’t resolve itself.

I may go for a walk. The weather isn’t wonderful either.

What has happened to me. This is a problem for sure.

If I manage to finish reading the afterword for Power/Knowledge I’ll be impressed. In fact, that’s all i really want to accomplish now because I am having such issues.

♪: brandon flowers