j

I don’t know

i guess i thought there’d be some semblance of a back and forth
or dialogue
(a dialectic. HA)
but it turns out you fundamentally misunderstood who i am and what i’m saying and you’re basing it on nothing
sorry i’m abrasive to you and that we don’t understand each other
and sorry that i know a heck ton about you
that i now can’t forget

and
that whole drink thing wasn’t even me
amelia is the one who commented on it
the fact that n didn’t put any money forward

like i couldn’t care less
but then was a bit unsure.